Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i dunno wats wrong wid me??
im having high fever which is very funny as the temperature goes up and down!
it breaks up my mood and my attendance for sch n work!
wtf! im xperiencing another"love" problem..
AhHhhHhHhhHHhh...
Seriously,i dun mind accepting the way u r whether u r perfect for me or not!
nor i mind if u good looking or not..
im glad u could love me the way i loved u..
but i couldnt ACCEPT the fact that u couldnt do more than i xpected..
sacrifices i've made doesnt hav an impact to u huh?
nor my good deeds towards u huh?
am i nobody special to u?im just sick and tired of ppl taking advantage of me..
goin over my head just becos im too nice to u ppl!
y must u do that to me? cant u like think for urself?
now i noe y my fever wun go..its becos of u.YOU,YOU!!!
well i suppose giving u time to think abt it wun make any difference..
i trusted u too much n i bliv n i thot u could b the ONE for me..
in many ways i guesss i hav loved u too much..
im sorry but i hav to mention names here..
my only lovable godbro..my supposely to-b best fren,my darling best friend..
my collegues who used to touch my lives but gone away after awhile..
well tell me,am i a not good friend,best friend,gf,sista or etc???
im sorry if im not good enufff for u but i couldnt take it anymore..
im tOo depressed and i wanna go home!
go back to my own world w/o too much of u guys..
im sorryy..i love YOu tOo much liao~
as what ppl says..do not love a person too much cos it might hurt urself in the end.
and i mislead that fact too many times..just becos i hav a FUCKING big heart!!!
but anyway forgive me and im gonna change for good..
so i will appreciate if u dun ask me questions and SHUT UP!!!
gOooOoD day!
stitch rocked @ 4:18 AM