Friday, September 16, 2005
you can say tonite n make everything alrite..
but i was already in pain for so long..
so long until i bleed too much deep inside..
its a phucking not good feeling u noe!
and i noe u thot i felt good all this while..
but u r wrong..
but it doesnt matter anymore..
i began to accept everything that has happened to me..
there r reasons y it happened only to me..
which i better not noe..becos i dun want to noe!
furthermore,i hav decided to change..
i dunno into what but wat i can do ryt now is..
live as per normal..
stop worrying..stop crying..stop all my sorrowness that keeps coming back..
no power needed but i need to b strong..
and suprisingly,this time,i dun need ur support..
im sure i could live just like tat!
hav to b more positive n most importantly..
nvr neglect GOD..he's oways there 4 me i bliv..
but anyway,thank GOD for letting me c d nxt day everyday in my life..
to my loved ones..
And we've been here for so many years, But still it seems as if you're not there (are you there?) Well, every time I talk, you turn away (do you care?)
i've already been deafened by ur words of saying u love n care for me..
no hopes n dreams for u n me anymore..
u dun care n i do..
its just not the way it suppose to b..
nvr blame the differences between us bcos it didnt prove anything either..
thank u for loving the way i am..
and accepting the way i am..
and also for making me happy even for a short period of time..
i will nvr forget u..
u existed in my life has already put a smile on my face..
but i dun want to take away that smile..
just becos u dun care..
so here i am standing on my own feet saying thank u again..
Well you had a second chance but you threw it all away,A fourth and fifth and sixth now that was yesterday..
you r so complicated..tats all i can say..
stitch rocked @ 4:01 AM