if sometimes i can be happy by myself w/o ur help, tats really great news.
but if down all the time then wats dat all abt?

why ppl say all problems hav a solution but y im oways giving up on mine?
why do ppl say "relaxx ar" but im not deep inside..
why am i smiling outside when my heart is wrecking into lil pieces?
i hav nvr ask anything worth a million dollars but y they couldn't help me?

she went ard telling her blooders i fail and repeat.
how do u feel? she's ur old woman n she disappoint u?
what fuckin face she hav shown me..
pretending nothing has happened..
and then ppl keep asking me why why why??
shut up u people!
say wateva u wanna say!
i give up,u paisey..not my fuckin problem ok?
just shut up and deal wid ur own kids damn it!
im not saying all these becos i despise u ppl..
im saying this becos i want u guys to just respect my decision
and support me 100%.. and bliv im gonna make it.
not the other way round..
if u still wouldnt agree with me then i wun die w/o ur help..
before anything, i wanna say thank you!

am down wid this flu, fever n sore throat..
and its getting worst if u ppl make me cry all the time..
if i cry all the time then who will cry for me?
only if i die u ppl will cry..
ur not my fren if u dun cry when i cry..
trust me,when ppl like me feel this way, all she wanted was ppl ard to..
listen, smile, hug and cry with her!

u can nvr imagine how shitty my life is now..

stitch rocked @ 5:31 AM