Monday, February 20, 2006
i got to know some truth from a few sources..
trust is the main thing in a relationship between u n that person..
i trusted him of course! even now i do.
would give him a chance.i swear i wun give up giving him a chance.
but a chance means a very big one.
its like a chance that is d only one n once its abused, that's it!
im not hoping nor i wanna hope.
im just letting things to happen naturally n let GOD gav us the answer.
its only 6days n i hav seen alot of things in him n us.
i didnt say there's no nice moments.
there are. but minimum i suppose.
well to b frank, i found n seen some changes that r somewhat good.
but that doesnt means its gonna continue foreva.
thats y i dun wanna hope.
but i sure am glad i gav him (us) a chance to get to noe each other better.
he may not be the ryt ONE for me but just giving a
chance mite turn out into something else.
while im waiting for fate 2 come by..
i just wanna tell all my loved ones that i will nvr change anything between us.
i treasure our friendship no matter how i transform into.
trust me.my life has nvr complete without u all.
u gav me light, strength, hope, care n love.
all those things not alot of ppl can give me frm the bottom of their hearts.
with that, i promise, even if im married or changed into a new person,
i can nvr forget everything u gav me n all the deeds u did for me.
i may b diff. but i hav a good memory.really.
haha..i aint wanna b emotional here but im sincere.
i wanna xpress these feelings now just in case others things mite clash
with these moments of truth.
btw i learnt a new word today.
its "INTEGRITY". heard of it b4 but i swear i dunno the meaning.
and the meaning is honesty.
interesting huh? well i love the word now.
sure do. haha. =)
anyways..ppl who read this mite not understand anything i wrote.
well thats wat it suppose to b. ryt?
curiousity makes u do something.
so u wun b bored.
so keep wondering what the hell im blabbering abt.
for those who knows..means u noe me deep inside.
thanks to u my blog serves its purpose for existing.
haha. lame? watevaaaa.
ireallyloveyouuu..
stitch rocked @ 6:15 PM
name: Nadia Rifhan AKA Nadya Filan Angel
