Friday, November 24, 2006
its been a week i haf been working.i think more than that.and until i fall ill. unexpectedly.haha. so yeah guess wat??????finally!! TODAE IS MY OFF DAY!yahoOo..!!ok. im gonna spend todae to d`fullest!im so missing my lil cuzzies.so i wanna bring them out.wid my prince n lil bro- yazier.hehe.my cuzzy shy went out wid her lil sis yest.now my turn haha.well..we r planning to go wild wild wet!weeeeeeeeeeee~hope it will goes well..i nvr been there b4.and u noe wat?its located at the end of the mrt line-pasir ris.and im frm the otha end line- boon lay.hahahaha..poor shy cannot follow. nvrmind i enjoy for u k?haha..we will go out soon!once u recover.i got something else to say.
i haf known someone very long.
very long yet not everything deep inside i knew abt her.
she is down-to-earth, naive n childish for all we thot.
but we were quite wrong to judge her like that.
i didnt judge actually. influences i meant.
she wanted attention i noe.
she wants to b loved n cared, i noe.
i as another her, couldnt giv as much as she expected.
foreva she will oways hope for that someone to giv her all that.
and that, i pity her.
she cried. she is hurt. she pretended she is fine.
just to NOT worry us.
i feel her. i can see d`agony in her eyes.
im so sorry i wanted to say.
but i just couldnt cos i dun want her to feel bad abt herself.
she is a good person n i will oways love her fer dat.
dun u think she is a good person.
eventho she has oways been patient n nice to everyone.
she hid her pain n sorrows just to b happy fer us.
u see now her strong love for eevryone.
she nvr has hatred in her eventho u spitted on her.
sometimes i kinda get pissed off wid her antics.
but she meant well. trust me.
imnot siding her. but i really feel her pain.
her intentions r good.
dun misjudge her.
i dun care wat u all wanna say abt all of this i said.
i just want u all to noe.
she is d`only girl in my life that i can nvr let go.
she is my cousin, my real gf n my real best fren.
thank u shy. i love you cuzzy. =) prince has been sensitive nowadays..to get angry n go ballistic all d`time.his patience in him has been used up.just like a game of untold legends, d`potion has finished.but i dun hav potion to heal him.i bcame d`victim n now im hurt.i wanted to make him happy.i hav to try b myself.which will change everything between us.ilovehim no matter wat.oh yeah n i cant wait for nxt week n d`week after. =)IfyoulovedmeYouwouldbeherewithme.
stitch rocked @ 10:50 AM
name: Nadia Rifhan AKA Nadya Filan Angel
