Friday, December 01, 2006
31st december,thursday, wasnt a good day at all.firstly, i work frm 12-11pm.then i hav to b at b2 again. Boring.then in charge of info counter 2 frm 12 to 11pm ok.wtf. too many wrapping of gifts to do.eventho i like doin it, but i hate it if customers keep asking me to speed up.like, HELLO? im not a robot ok.but thankfully, i m patient on that very day.since the nxt day till 25th dec, starts the wrapping service counter, we, the info girls, r quite lucky to NOT wrap anymore. yeahh.but i had to roll up wrapping papers fer dem. hell lot ok.fuck. luckily, some of my security frens, and supervisor- nora, helped me.heh. lucky ryt? but i closed late cos i didnt realise its closing.like mad u noe when i closed the counter.just bcos of d`stupid wrapping papersssssss!so anyway, prince is not working on that day.very boring n plain. and not used to it. damn.but hey! he fetched me frm work ok.i did missed him alot on that day.iloveyou lah!!just now- 1st dec, i hav to fucking work man.at 10am! to b exact, report @ 9.30am.bloody hell, i couldnt open my eyes man in d`morn.haha. but i force myself. bcos i promise i'll work.so i ended up reaching there 10mins late.heh.but im fine. no scoldings. bcos louise incharge.well the reason y i n some more pt cashiers hav to work is bcos 3 of our colleagues r terminated.so yeah we sort of hav to cover them up.ok news ppl! i got my payslip..and..THEY FUCKING NEVER PAY MY ANNUAL LEAVE!!no wonder my pay like shit~but still, i havent count the rest of my pay yet.i got no time. and im very tired man.afta work we met the cuzzies @ habourfront.me n prince ate first. we r very hungry man.he ate chicken briyani n me, beef hot&spicy lamen.haha. almost like ramen but not that very nice.stupid me. shudnt order something i nvr try b4.i couldnt finish the food. haha.so anyway, we were kinda pissed off cos the cuzzies r late.well at least they had gd reasons.its fine. but we get sick n tired of being earlier than otha ppl when we meet. very frustrating. nabey tak deng2 ok. haha.well we forgave them.bcos at least they took the iniative to keep calling us n b fast.they reached habourfront half an hour after we reach there.not bad. thanks guys!mr.rahman jack is sick. poor him.haha. but still as active when he gang up wid my prince.they r oways funny u noe.made me n shy day.but when individually..SUCKS.well, anyway we went vivocity.its the grand opening today.and we went to the GIANT hypermarket to check out the place.i spent 10plus in d`end. haha.i dun like that place. NO HOT DELI COUNTER. wtf.we walked around n ate this tub of durian ice cream bought frm giant.we dig it in @ the playground. the place is beautiful as wat everyone had said.well i fell in love with all the graphics n designs that can b found there.i felt a sense of being challenged.as i love all the art works. and whr will mine b in the future?its growing very very fast, im afraid to move on.i dunno y. i need motivations - am i ryt? =/hmm..back to the day spent:we took quite a number of photos.hehe. having fun. its nice fun nice fun..and prince really is fat man. oops!i fed him too much i think.in the photos, he looks so obvious.hehehehe..dun bliv me, look @ the pics later.and so then, we decided to go home by bus.we took bus 97 to j.east n then change to bus 334.then me n prince took 187 to my house.day spent ended @ 11pm i suppose n thats it.i gotta sleep n work n then sleep n work.im lucky bcos nxt week is my totally a week off frm the hectic workplace called carrefour.
==============================================================================================my cousin, is depressed n sad all the time.i dunno wat else to do for her.i knew no matter how much i tried to help, it wouldnt heal abit.it wun. becos she only want that someone to heal for her.but i dun wanna lose u.dun try to kill urself.dun say those bad things that r so ridiculous.i understand, sometimes, we tend to wanna give up our life bcos we cant stand the agony n pain anymore, but trust me, if god wanna take us with him, he will.just dun force him to do it, unwillingly.its a sin. im trying myself.like u, im hurting like hell too.u knew ryt? but i cant give up this life.i havent hav a child to share my life with.i dun even hav my own car, house etc.i wanna fulfill all that in this once in a lifetime LIFE.so sometimes, u just hav to let go of the rest around u.and get wat u want FOR YOURSELF.i hav the feeling we hav similar fucking idiotic attitudes/behaviours towards our partners, but we hav to change ourselves.they wouldnt help us. they would only for awhile.the rest of the time is ours. OURS. get it?i had enuff tonite. and then i gave up on him.i said, i dun need this kind of life frm him.i really dont. for what?for pain? for hurt?for what?NOTHING.we r emotional, we r woman..we hav two hearts. dun blame it.i suggest, u do wats best for u.and i noe u wouldnt listen.its just an advice.but it pins me to HEAR u hurt.THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS"It Ends Tonight"Your subtletiesThey strangle meI can't explain myself at all.And all the wantsAnd all the needsAll I don't want to need at all.The walls start breathingMy mind's unweavingMaybe it's best you leave me alone.A weight is liftedOn this eveningI give the final blow.When darkness turns to light,It ends tonightIt ends tonight.A falling starLeast I fall alone.I can't explain what you can't explain.You're finding things that you didn't knowI look at you with such disdain The walls start breathingMy mind's unweavingMaybe it's best you leave me alone.A weight is liftedOn this eveningI give the final blow.When darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Just a little insight won't make this rightIt's too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Now I'm on my own sideIt's better than being on your sideIt's my fault when you're blindIt's better that I see it through your eyesAll these thoughts locked insideNow you're the first to knowWhen darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Just a little insight won't make this rightIt's too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends When darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Just a little insight won't make this rightIt's too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.TonightInsightWhen darkness turns to light,It ends tonight.
stitch rocked @ 11:53 PM
name: Nadia Rifhan AKA Nadya Filan Angel
