Thursday, January 15, 2009
LIFE; its no fun anymore.i dislike my january actually..school..1st job..2nd job...3rd job....friends.....relationshipwho can cope all these that im goin thru?only GOD know s how i feel ryt now.i wanna succeed ok. i want to.so pls january pls go away asap!im extremely worried abt my future.u haf no idea what im talking abt.its crazy, but i m the sort who cant disappoint anyone at all; its harder to do than said.its been a month since i saw mike.and i miss him like hell.counting down to the days till he comes back.15 more days!!pls come back asap.i so need u dearest cucumber.chalet planning is hectic.nobody seems to care.and i haf to do the job with a few help tho.thanks to rahman n wariie.at least they r thr with me.besties are no longer existing in my life.its ironic but i began to feel nothing abt it.the fact is, i haf love them eventho they r a distance frm me.but i juz cant accept how im treated.if i was special, then prove it, damnit!if im treated like shit, i dun giv a damn.i will either ignore u or i will rebel.im sorry but i dun deserve to be treated like s***.PLS say like u mean it.btw todae marks the 5th year i've worked in carrefour.time past very fast n thr's so many things i cant seem to forget.bad, good, happy n sad etc.im so happy to see max's pics.he seems so happy. im glad he is.at least for a long time now.tho i've read abt his sickness again, its extremely hard to accept the fact that he suffers frm it.but we all haf to pray for him.its ok if both parents dun want to do the bone marrow.cos i noe how they felt.they rather spend the rest of max's time in this world then take the risk n what happen after that, only GOD knows.Thanks leila, for being thr for them.im glad u nvr fail to be thr for them, be their friend when they r in need etc.if only i could b thr too, i would.but seriously, i think im not needed so yeah.-it's okay-ur happiness is mine too.ryt now : im sad, devastated, stress, sleepy, tired and hurt.PLS DO NOT ASK ME WHY.good morning people!!amiabadpersonthatihavetofacealltheseatONEtime?
stitch rocked @ 3:04 AM
name: Nadia Rifhan AKA Nadya Filan Angel
