this is me.

i may look happy on the outside.
but god knows what is inside of me.
my feelings.
my agony.
my dreams.
my hopes.
my heart.
and my soul.

how am i suppose to make everyone understand what i am , who i am?
when they kept hurting me with those hurtful and untrue words?
and
when my beloved ones are the ones who crushed this heart and just say "i'm sorry"..

im complicated, i know.

thats why, i desperately need a holiday.
i cant wait for my nxt trip.
to relieve my sorrows deep within me.
for now, i just have to be extra patient.
extra careful with the things i say or do.

anyways,
i have still been a goood loyal movie maniac.
haha. if this week, im not watching a show, then it'll be a record.
haha. i hope to catch a movie this week.

and i hope you won't cancel on me again.
insyaallah.

2-3 more days to see you. weeeeeeeee~

one.two.three.four. imy!